Ugh, it’s been a crazy month with school coming to a close, a mad rush of last minute assignments and pre-tests to prepare us for the finals.
I had a meltdown when my brain took a dive on my last theory test. It saw all the math questions and just bailed out, took a TKO and refused to get back up again. It was hell. Luckily that test didn’t count for much, and as R. reminded me it could be seen as a good thing in retrospect. It’s made me really pinpoint my weak spot and get determined to conquer it in time to ace my finals.
R. has been very supportive and extremely patient with me during the school process. He packs my lunch, calls me his little schoolgirl, and listen when I rant about missing a few questions on my tests. He tucks me in on school nights and helps me keep some healthy perspective.
The daddy/little girl thing is so ingrained in our daily lives now that I often forget there’s any D/s going on at all. Not to mention that I’m so distracted by school that I often go days without checking into fetlife, or this blog. I’ve forgotten that I even have a kink-life.
Tomorrow is MVK, and I hope to go. R. has not confirmed whether he’ll be able to attend with me, but I do hope so. I have a whole lot of math to study this weekend so as not to repeat the crash-and-burn I had 2 weeks ago on this Monday’s finals, but I need a break, and a reminder that’s there’s life out there. I just put in a few good hours tonight on math so I can feel good about taking tomorrow off and having fun. I miss my friends!
I can’t wait until Wednesday when the semester is behind me for a few weeks; I love the holidays. R. and I are going to visit my parents for Christmas, and I know it’ll be special. I hope to put up our Christmas tree on Sunday, this will my second Christmas with R., and I can’t believe how fast the year went.
Well, off to see if I can talk R. into snuggling on the couch with some retro TV…and then sweet dreams about anything that doesn’t include math…I hope!
Happy December, everyone.
